yes i gained from divorce…but i also lost a lot …please read and give me your opinion?
i was married to a man and despite of our life together i decided one day that i have to end it.
i thought that marriage took things from me as a person that will come back after divorce
the funny thing is
i even lost more when i asked for divorce …
i lost my interest in myself as a woman and i totally lost any kind of intimacy for men.
i don’t like to nag by the way. but my family see another prospect from the story
they see me as a strong person after divorce a woman they seem stronger. and sometimes i become aggressive when i fight for my right, to be honest they like that, another trouble
my electronic stuff are getting more everyday
now i have 2 cell phones with galaxy tab, books but they all take the emptiness for awhile then everything become silent
i know that i have to volunteer in but what if my life before marriage was full of this and the end was very dark
what if i never knew how to live for myself. and when i started to live for myself i felt even more sad
am i crazy ??
should i just end my life?
in away or another
you will tell me now look at people who suffer from illness and yes i know i m nagging about nothing
but there is something i cant describe that is eating me alive.
what do you think?
